'I don't care'

It was in the library. The moment he decided to leave, I toughened up and felt good that I had beaten my tears. I continued looking for books to read. I tried to reach for a book but couldn't get my arms around as it was up too high on the shelf. I looked around for help. Nothing.No one. It was then I realised I was truly alone. Suddenly, I could felt a weight I didn't even know was there. Now all I wanted to do is to go home and bury myself in a duvet.